Christmas break please hurry up

I'm not stressed, per say, but I could be calmer. That time of the month + exams + pointless dramas + sports = on tired, and sometimes moody, Alex.
     I hold it in as well as I can. But when I study and nothing seems to stick or can't work out because the power keeps shortaging in the back building, I get a little peeved. Right now, I'm missing my small group Christmas party to study. We had to get each other "secret stocking stuffers." Usually, when I do a gift, I try to do my best at making it sentimental and all out. But, I have not had time to go out an really look for what my secret person asked for, so I got her a scarf. It's a cute scarf, and I really hope she likes it.. but I wish I could have done more.
     I'm tired, and my brain is at full capacity, if not over. I'm pretty sure I could cry. Dear Lord, please give me strength. I have two days left, and I surely cannot do this alone.
     Anyway, I just had to rant on here and get it out. Now, I must go say hi and come back to the cozy dungeon to torture my brain with more material.
Thanks.

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