Ash & Evergreens

     I am missing Haiti a lot today. I see pictures of the land and kids there and long to be back. I have two months until I get to go back, but finishing up school is going to be tedious and tiring. To hold their hands and see their smiles. To hear the words I cannot understand, that's what I am waiting for. To pour Jesus into the lives of those kids and adults so they might know the love of the Savior.      Whenever I hear, "rocketeer," "Beautiful Day," "Something Beautiful," or "OMG(osh)" I am reminded of my days in Haiti last summer and how wonderful they were.      Yes, this post is short, but they don't all have to be long:) I am a Haitian now, I've been called so. haha For His Glory.

     Life has been so crazy recently. Sometimes being a girl is tough work! Girls like to go around spreading things about other people and making up stuff and tellin lies. It's so annoying and heartbreaking.      Little insider on me, I cannot lie. It's not possible for me to do so unless it's for someone's protection. Can't tell a lie about someone else, if I'm asked about something then I'm probably gonna tell what I know.      Well, recently, my trust has just been broken and shattered and burned and pulverized and stabbed and I don't know what to do about that. I feel like the woman in the newest "Jason Bourne" movie when all her co-workers get shot and being traumatized from that and then those people come to her house telling her that they are there to help and they end up trying to kill her. She can trust NO ONE. I feel the same way. I don't know who is going to tell me thr truth anymore. So many people are habitual l...